Fine already I'll do it!

Now that 3 people I know say that everyone on their list needs to do this I'll do it already, but I don't tag anyone else to do it! :)

3 Joys
Being able to do whatever I want...when I want.
Spending the Whole Day with my husband!
And this one is pre-mature....but welcoming my new baby into this world (that will be great joy)

3 Fears
Getting a phone call from someone at the Sheriff's saying that Jake is in the hospital .... or worse!! (yeah already had them call once and freak me out. You don't call someone at 5:30 in the morning and say is this Mrs. Jenson and then go on to say this is Sargent ______ from Southwest Detention center, I think my heart stoped right there until he went on to say is your husband home yet and asking for him to call them when he gets home)
I would agree with Sara and say looking up after washing your face and seeing some scary guy in the mirror! Creepy!! (that goes for anyone attacking me actually)
Losing a child that is in my care whether it is my own or someone else's and having to tell that person (and I don't just mean losing them in a store or somewhere, but also them losing their life)

3 Obsessions
My husband would say that one of them is reading.....(hey I can't help it if it's a really good book and I don't want to put it down to make dinner, get fast food)
If you can have an obsession with being lazy then that's me.
Not having my dogs lick me.....I HATE that!!

3 Random Facts
10 years ago I HATED to read (I would even watch the movie to do a book report) Now it's one of my obsessions!
I used to not be able to snap and can now do it, but with my pinkie finger!
I like to examine the bugs/spiders in my house Before I kill them!! (if they are outside I'll leave them be)

Rockin and Rollin!!

5.8 earthquake right outside of chino hills and here in Temecula it was fun! We were shaking for a while. Not just seconds but mintues. After it was over me and my co-worker Chris look at each other and say that was cool and Rena looks at us and say you guys are sick!! I don't know i guess i'm just a sick person. Even if i was in the middle of it and i didn't get hurt i think i would still think it was cool. Especially if things acutally fell off the walls. Now i think i would start to get worried and acutally duck down if things fell of walls, but i would still say cool afterwards. I know i'm WEIRD!!

I have a little pooch!

So as people have pointed out I'm getting a little fat....I mean a little pooch! (I keep forgetting to take a picture of this little growth i'm having so i finally had a co-worker take a pic on my phone. As you can see my lovely desk in the background!) So i've noticed the pooch for quite some weeks now even though everyone else said i wasn't showing. I'm glad people finally think i'm starting to show. I loved the Young Woman comments that they said i finally look normal. They said i was concaved before. I wasn't concaved! Now the picture looks like i'm arching my back but that is just the shape of my back and i always stand that way. Jake said i wouldn't be showing as much if i didn't arch my back like i do, but i can't help it! My body is just weird.

So even though it's early for this to be happening i can already notice that my belly button is starting to stick out more. I have a weird belly button already and it doesn't suprise me that it's doing this. My belly button is a inny outy kind of deal. I know it sounds weird and it looks weird too, but hey it makes me different! So i'm afraid i'm going to have a Huge belly button later on when the baby pushes it all out. I always said i would put a bandaid over it so it doens't poke out so much (cuz i dont' like that look) but i don't want to wear a bandaid on my belly for 5 months! Anyway. Other woes of being pregnant so far have been some headaches which i never get grrrrr, stretching and moving around of my internal organs which is quite uncomfortable so far, my siatic nerve on both sides acting up (thank goodness it's gone away mostly, cuz that hurts), back pain (already) and i'm still really tired which i thought would start to go away a little more then it has. (i'm falling asleep at work still) Ok so i'll stop complaining now. When i complain to my co-workers all the say is JUST WAIT. I really don't want to just wait cuz i don't want it getting worse. Alas thats life being pregnant right!!